if you know me, i'm a pretty straight forward person. i always have been. reason being, i'm not a good liar. i get nervous, i tense up, my eyebrows shake, it's pretty much instantly that you can tell i'm lying. anyway, i have a point....
i vow from this point forward, to be totally honest with people. yes, i may sugar coat stuff because i'm not totally heartless but i honestly do not want to have to walk on eggshells anymore. if something's bothering me, i'm gonna say it. if you can't handle it, i'm sorry. i hate feeling bad because i said 'the wrong thing,' or having a knot in the pit of my stomach because i'm worried how so and so is going to feel. i hate when people get their feelings hurt because of a miscomunication, i hate having to worry about lines getting crossed. i'm a FABULOUS friend damnit, and i refuse to let people walk on me because of it.
ahhhhhhh...i realize this is a little heavy for this time of the morning, but i needed to get it out there. if it's written down, i'm accountable for it. if i hurt your feelings, i apologize. if i seem a little harsh, again, i apologize. i am just totally, totally fed up with carrying around guilt for something i have no control over.
*disclaimer: this is not directed to anyone in particular...just a blanket comment. promise*
i have to work today so will be all but missing from digiworld today. Emma's open house is tonight so we'll be there from 6-7.
until next time...
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