not sure why....but for the past few days i've been extremely irritable. yanno, in case you hadn't noticed LOL it's not getting to the point where i feel like i need meds again...but i wonder if it's heading in that direction. i'm going to wait it out and see how things are once school starts. the non-stop fighting and whining coming from the kids i'm sure doesn't help. all of that seems to subside a bit once emma gets her routine and schedule back.
so far today, all bets are off. today is levi's last day with us....and i think we're all kinda glad for that. like i said, yesterday, emma and levi have reached that point where they just can't stand each other anymore and that makes for a lot of very tense situations. i was supposed to have PT this am and then we were going to go for lunch with my aunt since today's her birthday. well, 2 little girls were up at 400 so, that won't be happening. emma's been complaining of her ear hurting so i think i'm going to finally bite the bullet and take her in.
i'm just very......RAWR. i have a bad attitude, i just want to cry...and that's the first sign that i need to step away and have a break. we're supposed to head to the zoo tomorrow, so i'm hoping that will be a little break that we all need. either that or it could be totally disastrous. damn the pessimist in me!